quarta-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2009

New Year.

May 2010 be a better year than 2009. And I hope it's better than 2009, seriously. I hated 2009, since today, this has been the worst year I've ever lived. Fuck school, fuck teachers, fuck this people, argh, fuck this shitty, fucked up country I live in. I'm sorry about the swearing , but I'm just really pissed off. How I would love to return to the UK or Brazil. I wouldn't miss one fucking piece of shit of this country. Arghh, sorry, I'm so, so, so irritated! I just that I can't take ir anymore. I hate living in Portugal. I hate the people, I'm hating school, I hate the way everything is antique here, in the bad way ! People are so blind folded, so square and they think they're the best! They're envious and greedy. They live in a fucking competition, man. Like, they're always competing who's the best, who's more beautiful, who's more popular, who's more intelligent, who's more wise, FUCK OFF! Will ya? Man here there art doesn't mean shit ! Like WTF ? People are so ignorant , so BIMBO, that it makes you piss off. I can't stand my class mates, they're fucking ignorants who don't even know who's fucking LED ZEPPELIN ?! HOW IS THIS FUCKING POSSIBLE ?! I just stand there, looking with a face like: "Wtf, are you even from this planet?!". And I tell ya, I'm quite sociable but I can't have a fucking conversation with anyone of that class, it looks like we're talking about two opposite things, I'm talking about potatoes, they're talking about carrots, like, help me Lord ! And i try, man if I try! But let me tell ya: I'm hating school. I've never really liked it, because I love being at home, but I'm literally HATING high school. Man, I don't know what else I can do. I'm just waiting for these two years to pass so I'm free. I'm so alienated from my class, it's ridiculous. I wish I could change school, I'm fed up of seeing the same faces. I'm fucking exhausted man. I just want to finish this and go travel. Man... I'm fucking pissed off with this bullshit.

Well, sorry, what I really wanted was to give you - reader - a happy new year. May you be in peace and have health and happiness in 2010! May you hear a lot of ROCK N' ROLL (Music, is literally, saving my school days, it's been my best friend).

P.S.: I exploded man, sorry about the swearing!

sexta-feira, 25 de dezembro de 2009

Union.

THIS IS THE POWER OF MUSIC. BEHOLD IT'S MAGIC.

In memory of John Lennon. May you rest in peace.

quinta-feira, 24 de dezembro de 2009

Christmas.

Well, I'm not the kind of person that goes all crazy because of this time of the year. I don't even have that special dinner or receive presents or anything. For me it's just another (boring) day that i spend in pijamas watching TV, talking with my parents and bros and on the PC. Of course, I liked it when I was a kid, because of the feeling and because I've always loved christmas decorations (and there are lots in the UK). But, really, I think Christmas, in our days, is just (another) way of making people consume and make money flow. That's why, now, I'm kinda "anti-Christmas". Besides that, children now only care about the presents, those fucking little bastards. Everybody's forgotten what Christmas is, the essence of it is gone, the innocence is gone, the magic is gone, and it just irritates me. I still say to my brother that Santa exists (he's 7), because I think it's such an innocent thing, and that we should preserve innocence and all these childish things, because our children are becoming, as I said earlier, fucking little bastards, that only think about material things, consuming, and are highly selfish. Thank God, I was born in a "hippie-like" family, which taught me what really is important and is so simple.
But, anyways, I wish to you all a Merry Christmas in peace among your loved ones, which is what really matters.

quarta-feira, 23 de dezembro de 2009

Rain.



"Rain, rain, go away...is what most people have to say,
Rain, rain, don't go away i hope you stay.
Most people don't like rain because it ruins their day
But people like me wish it would rain everyday.
When rain comes it washes away my pain,
When rain comes it hides away my tears of shame,
Rain is such a wonderful thing.
Rain makes me dance in it and sing.
Rain, rain i hope you last,
Rain, rain, please wash away the past."


These days it's been raining a lot where Gee lives. This brings Gee memories of her childhood, some good ones, some bad ones, because it rained a lot back in the UK. Rain is quite sorrowful, but also quite happy. Rain makes Gee think, but can also make Gee numb. Gee likes the rain, do you like the rain ?

Gee reads.



Okay, this is like a "must need" post.


Well, as you might know I'm a fan of Manga and yesterday i finished reading for the hundred time the manga "Hanatsuki Hime" which is simply beautiful (very girly, but the artwork is gorgeous).

So, as I was saying, Hanatsuki Hime is a story that is quite different from many other manga because it's based in some country of the middle-east. It tells us the story of Lys, a dancer girl that was born without breathing. In order to give a life to her child, Lys' mother succumbed a devil and asked him to give her his heart. This, is a common game for high-class devils, that have lived so long that they need something to spice their lives. The devil accepted with the condition that Lys would become his prey when she turned 16. People with hearts of the Devil have a flower mark on their chest and are called Hanatsuki. They are detested by humans and a prey for Devils which are attracted to their scent. Now, Lys is 15 and is travelling among side Siva, the person who brought her up, in the hopes of finding her devil and find a way to extend her life.

If you want you can buy the mangas in some local shop or read it on
http://www.onemanga.com/, it is a good, short-lenghed manga, with a fantastic, detailed artwork and beautifuly drawn characters. Hope you like it.
P.S.: I was going to post this yesterday, but because it was raining in my room through a little crack on the ceiling, i recklessly pulled all the electronic wires and stuff from underneath the water which made the light of the house go off. This only happens to me, like, seriously.

terça-feira, 22 de dezembro de 2009

Raining?

You think it's raining?

Well.

See it this way:


«It's not RAIN, you rapist werewolves, it's GOD pissin' down on you.» - Marilyn Manson (Into the Fire).



P.S.: We kinda deserve it, don't we?

segunda-feira, 21 de dezembro de 2009

Gig.


I went to a gig of one of my fav bands: Marilyn Manson.

I loved the concert, really. I came back with a sore neck of so much head banging. The music I liked the most was surely "Beautiful People", but I also liked "Irresponsable Hate Anthem" and "Coma White/Coma Black" a lot.
1st December 2009 is in Gee's memory, for sure!

Waiting for the next gig!


P.S.: I'm thinking of going to Metallica's gig in May.

Ego.


Gee is in fact Gabrielle, a soul lost in the middle of the Algarve, Portugal. Even though she’s only 15 she’s lived quite a lot. She was born in London (UK), where she passed her childhood. With nine she went to Brazil, her mother’s country. After nearly two years she went to Portugal, her dad’s nation where she has been living until now. Besides that, she’s attending 11th grade, Visual Arts. She loves every kind of art that exists, and her dream is to visit Japan and release her own Manga. She also loves animals with all her heart. She has always a smile stamped on her face, yes, because she has a very childish half. Her other half is very serious and probably a bit cold, but she doesn’t reveal it much. Music is her savior. Most of her idols are musicians such as: Syd Barret (former Pink Floyd lead vocals), Roger Watters (former Pink Floyd Bass-player, vocals), Sid Vicious (Sex Pistols bass-player), Izzy Stradlin (former Guns N' Roses guitar player), Kurt Cobain (Nirvana lead vocals) and Marilyn Manson, each for different reasons. She doesn’t have a favorite genre, since she’s always discovering new ones but she has a preference to non-commercial music. These days you can find her hearing Metal, Oldies and Anime-related music mostly. She loves each and every colour of the Rainbow but has a preference for Blue, Black and Yellow. She loves nature. Every time she sees a dog she will go all crazy and give it a name, it’s unavoidable and very much predictable. In classes she will always be drawing which is the best way for her to concentrate, though most of her teachers don’t believe her and get pissed off, but she doesn’t really care. Gabrielle wants to travel the whole world in order to become a wise person. She hates anything logical, like Math’s and strangely, paying things at supermarkets/cafés etc. She also hates mobile's, and has a talent to lose them, break them or letting them be stolen. She hugs everybody that she likes, so that's a good way of knowing how's your situation. She likes languages, and wants to learn how to talk fluent Japanese. Pasta’s her favourite dish. She loves her family more than anything and treasures her friends. Well, Gabrielle is a young girl looking for her place in this world while she discovers what the world has to offer. She chooses her own path, meets new people, hears new sounds, sees and discovers new things, while she perceives her dreams.